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Sunday, September 25, 2005

terrible breakouts,serious coffeebean caesar salad addiktion,long dreadful hours with books,lesbian inclinations(BUT after last night,im all made up my mind that im better off straight (:),taste of lousy and good jogs(i need to learn to be less stubborn and not jog when im feeling tiredtired.:/),and experiencing the goodbye sunday hello monday blues.
i hope this coming week will be better.


hazel Y 8:43 PM |


Thursday, September 22, 2005

"Time Is Running Out"

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted
Now that you know

I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation
You will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh
You will suck the life out of me
Bury it
won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Ooooohh

-The Muse's; sucha angsty(such word?) song
talking bout running outta time, man, four years' sucha long time : /
anyway,i couldnt feel any better today,and that's all because my jog was my bestestbestestbestestbestest today!:D hohoho, dont know what made my legs tire-free and i was feeling super duper springy and jumpy somehow,managed to finish run under 30 mins and plus i seemed ta jog offf all that pre exams blues and other stress,man could have pushed myself further but the weather seemed pretty threathening somehow:D:D:D:D wish jogs could be like this everyday!:D
okay school was erm okay,well was really really feeling drained after recess,urghhh what a feeling. and plus this week's really been a hectic one,erm not really of the studies-wise :/ OH WELLS, but thank god it's friday tmr!:D:D- dances
i sure hope my brother ill come home from army tmr and have yet another night study session at gardens cum siblings bonding session (: hoho talking bout gardens,man ive spent nearly half of my week so far at gardens after school please,and nono,not hanging out,but mugging please :B mannn with all that exam dates nearing sure sent me into a panic!study!panic! frenzy shit,ahhh time sure pass real real fast,i cant believe my second year of sec 3's coming to an end,feels just like yesterday that i retained,and boy!i sure hope i'll be sec4 next year please,(choy!)
and this morning was sure one i'll nvr forget,i didnt realise my card's zero value so it went all dididididi!!! this morn and shyan didnt have any coins(?!) and both of us were cashfilled(hoho!ka-ching!) and totally coinless,-gasp!:O so hazel was made beggar of the day and thank god,this old couple changed money with me!:D phew,and haha mrs lim's sure one stalker!she came up to me earlier this week and went like "eh,what's wrong with you,i everyday see you go running at gardens!you aneroxic ahh?" lmao,she's so full of nonsense i reckon,if ya define such innocent running as being aneroxic,then means all the trackers,healthly people and stuff's aneroxic too?haha she even wanted me to make a list of what i ate for the day to show her okay,hahaha cute
hmm oh and i finally made peace with jer,after not talking for almost 8 days? after certain stuff happened haha jash's alive again!:D
okay i hafta bathe
hope ya readers' day's been great!
goodbye all!(:


hazel Y 7:22 PM |


Monday, September 19, 2005

"Simple Kind Of Life"
For a long time I was in love
Not only in love, I was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else could touch
It didn't work out, I'm covered in shells

And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
And all I needed was a simple man
So I could be a wife
I'm so ashamed, I've been so mean
I don't know how it got to this point
I always was the one with all the love
You came along, I'm hunting you down
Like a sick domestic abuser looking for a fight
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

If we met tomorrow for the very first time
Would it start all over again?
Would I try to make you mine?
I always thought I'd be a mom
Sometimes I wish for a mistake
The longer that I wait the more selfish that I get
You seem like you'd be a good dad

Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life
How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?
A selfish kind of life
When all I ever wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

thank you No Doubt,you've just said everything i feel.


hazel Y 6:48 PM |


Sunday, September 18, 2005

oh god,my nose's super duper red now,been sneezing ever since i woke up this morning please,i even used up a box of tissue papers!: / and im so lazy of blowing my nose (cause ive been doing it for an hour plus already,and i ran outta energy) that ive stuffed tissue papers into my nostrills please!HAHA dont you guys do that too?
anyway am currently listening to The Muse's Time is Running Out,haha again aye? o wells im the kind that keeps listening to a song until i finally get bored of it,haha which is after quite long (: hmm did nothing much yesterday except that i mugged,and im left with only half a chapter more of history to go!wooohooo!:D after that im officially done with my humans subs so i'll mugg science!YIKES!
will be going out with gough kiddo today,hmm catch a movie i guess,RED SHOES!:D hmm but i feel like watching lords of dogtown o wells
okay im gna end my entry,it's only been like a mere 10 mins of updating but i think ive sneezed more than ten times while typing this la
:/


hazel Y 9:30 AM |


Saturday, September 17, 2005

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-The Muse;oh man,yet another we're-not-good-looking-people-but-we-produce-good-good-GOOD-music band
anyways weekends are finally here!:D got up one of my personal latest-8am!: /and NIC KIDDO,IF YA READING THIS,I KNOW YOU'LL HATE ME FOR IT.: ( sorry kiddo, but mummy's done it again,went jogging with my flu danggg,i cant help it!i woke up and went like "oh shit,i need to go jog" haha i figured out that my saturday will feel fat if i dont make mysef do my workout!: / so yes, and got home at around 9 and daddy went like "ehh,we're going ikea at 930,you coming?" wadahell!i was perspiring crazy and he gave me a lousy 30 mins to get cooled down and bathe and change,sheesh so i gave it a miss,: / thought they were going ikea like after my piano lesson(BUMMER!)pfft, o wells i havent quite finished my theory homework anyway SIGH
hmmm oh and im starting to develop this huge weakness for juices and milk,hoho i wenta buy my juice after jog and tried the yogurt mixed berries drink!(yummy!) and got myself the all time favourite-HL'S CHOCOLATE FLAVOURED milk!-claps and the cashier was so friendly!:D she was like "haha looks like this' for breakfast huh?" (:
okay no plans for today,muggathon i guess and out tmr maybe?
goodbye all!have a blessed weekend!


hazel Y 10:22 AM |


Friday, September 16, 2005

"Blue And Yellow"

and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through
everyone that feels it well
you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it won't come your waywell
you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it won't come your waywell
you'll never find itif you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
should've done somethingbut
I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste my time with you should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste my time with you
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way my hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you
waste some time with you[whispering:] should've done something but I've done it enoughby the way your hands were shakingrather waste some time with you
-The Used's;awesome tracked,totally earwormed it the whole day please
am currently listening to new latest musik addiktion-yes yes sarahl's recommendation (: The Muse's Time is Running Out :D hohoho
okay so it's finally friday and school was rather okay;and oh gosh im terribly fing proud of myself!ha-ha!
afterschool headed down to gardens' coffeebean for lunch (yes i do eat!) then muggathon with girlfriend till like 5?
then i went for jog which totally sucked,my mostmostestesttest suckiest so far,dang cause now not only i cant breathe,i had stitches for godknowshitassreason larh : / so i ended up needing to stop several times to breathe and make/hope/wish stitches would go away somehow :(
o wells,came home and bro asked me if i wna go down to gardens(again!) for study,haha so yeahh went down with him( we siblings should always do this,well at least once a week,good bonding session i reckon! :D) anyway mugged form 8 i think to like 1015? hoho and im finished with russia!woowee;bought supper form chompchomp for dad and got home!:D am totally zonked out now somehow,braindead
and i think i look no better than this-TOTAL DORK
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now all say yikes!
i look horrid please,urghhh i'll dedicate my next two weeks to mr b (books!)and strictly just mr b!urghh!i!wna!be!in!at!least!top!ten!in!class!please!
lmao wishful thinking?
anyway i wna go do tone ups and skips already oh look at the time it's 1126 already!
ikea family outing tmr!:D wardrobe shopping time!-dances










hazel Y 11:05 PM |


Thursday, September 15, 2005

"Always"
I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on
let me hold you,
touch you, feel you
AlwaysKiss you,
taste you all night

Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights, I hate them
Lets start this again for real
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
Come on let me hold you,
touch you, feel you
AlwaysKiss you taste you all night
Always
(Come on let me hold you)
Touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always
I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always
(Come on let me hold you)
Touch you, feel you
AlwaysKiss you, taste you all night
Always
Always..
Always..
-Blink 182's;this song sure brings back helloads of chazelris' memories,sweet (:

am currently listening to The Muse's Time is Running Out;hoho sarah's mad bout the song apparently
totally went mouth-breathing shit for my whole jog okay,could hardly breathe much through my nostrils lah,made me wonder if what shyan told me was all true,she said something bout that if ya continue to excerise with flu,ya flu's gna be some serious crap and damage ya lungs and yadayada,-GASP
and plus girlfriend told me she read somewhere that a boy died when he was excerising with a flu,cause he suffocated to death -DOUBLEGASP
any miss/mr health-know-it-all here reading? please please tell me if it's true,my flu's kinda became permanent and stuck on me la,i cant even remember how my flu-free voice sound like already please
and if ya thinking that i should just stop jogging and wait til i recover, i wish i could go jog-free everyday without feeling guilty or fat,dang,i know im a freak,SIGH
but on a lighter note,my jog was longer today!:D it went on to a whooping 45 mins!-dances
im finally finally and thankfully starting to feel the OH-MY-GOD-EXAM'S-COMING-IN-LIKE-2-WEEKS-AND-I-HAVENT-QUITE-FINISH-MUGGING stress shit la,ive been mugging everyday!hoho,sheesh i really really wished i was all dorky and hardworking all along :/ needta pass real badly lah,cant afford to retain at sec 3 again!-TRIPLEGASP (yeah yeah ya guys think i confirm wont fail my sec 3 again huh,man,it's hard to tell :/)
and yikes,played bball again for phy edu,SUCKS OKAY,i swear i hate basketball AND DONT ASK ME WHY
character development was GREAT!:D mrs lim made us pair up and hafta blindfold one of the duo and haha i got blindfolded!:D girlfriend hadta guide us down all the way from lab(level3) to all t wayyyyyyy down to basement level and upppp again,woohoo,it was sure a unforgettable exp i tell you,nearly freaked my guts out when walking down the stairs okay
and we all hadta go for a second round which me and gf totally ranned through,HAHA and ohhhh I WON A BROWNIE!:D woohoo!it was a top prize of the day or something cause mrs lim asked us why she did this activity,haha she said something bout it applies to exam,that PRACTISE MAKES PERFECT(haha which ahem I!ANSWERED!:D) which was why second round of the whole bfolding thing was easy.haha aww trust cherry to come up with such cute activity (:
it's friday tmr!-dances
okay i needta go do tone up excerises!
goodbye! (and is it mid autumn fest yet?!)


hazel Y 7:14 PM |


Wednesday, September 14, 2005

dont have much time but here's a real short list of
things hazel did today
1.text less than 5 times today: D beat that!hah
2.mugged whole of afterschool and tution later
3.snipped off pictures of skimpy clothed sexaye mammas from bro's past issues of MAXIM,haha no,it was for my cme project (: ;which i totally love!it's a masterpiece,wahha,im uber proud of it please,its bout premarital sex by the way
4.skipped esp of laguna beach,DANG
5.still doing tone up exercises!:D
6.ohh,and played basketball for physical edu yikes!

haha school was a breeze today somehow okay time ta hit the books!
goodbye,and happy lantern fest tmr!(i think?)


hazel Y 10:22 PM |


Tuesday, September 13, 2005

"High"
Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?
Beautiful dawn - You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me
-James Blunt's
aww what a beautiful track (:

just came home not long ago from my very very very sucky jog :(
and found a new way to suffocate yaself (attention! all those who wna end their lives early);go do ya jog when ya having a real bad cough plus blocked nose,really! 90% proven effective.i sure did felt like i was gna die from oxygen deprievation(such word?) or something okay
dangg sucks lah,i left home with my nose being rather okay,well at least it wasnt too blocked and it wasnt any near runny,but when i was round gardens the whole phlem/mucus nonsense came back(yikes but come on dont tell me ya guys are phlem/mucus-free when ya sick huh) and woah man!i felt like i was gonna just gna drop dead please,and urghh i didnt wanna breathe through my mouth much cause mouth breathing wasnt my thing when i was excerising la,(cause i read somewhere before that the right way ta breathe when doing ya workout was though ya nose cause it stablises ya heart beat or something yadadyada)urghhh but o wells,thank god i managed to complete my jog anyway
came home at around 3 plus,my earliest so far(: hoho had plans ta go do muggathon with girlfriend but she hadta wait for oats ta be done with cwo and finish up their math proj
school was rather okay,wasnt lively as usual(haha I THINK) cause i couldnt breathe much,URGH so it made me didnt feel like talking much,and for once my bag was filled with books okay!hahah caught the brainie disease from niq okay,ive been bringing home my books ta do my studying lately!:DBUT!im only doing all this cause im left with only 2 WEEKS MORE TO EOYS!-gasp!i wish i was hardworking :/
anyway last night's esp of america's next top model was hot!the graveyard shots were hot hot hot!damn stylish la,but kahlen was sucha poor girl,her friend's dismise and the 7 deadly sins photoshot was just too much of a coincidence la,made me feel like the show producers just org the shot to trigger kahlen's emos more la
and talking bout antm,ive found yet another sillybun who cant pronounce ms hot stuff naima's name!my dear kiddo;gough and sarah darl,lmao i have no idea how could anyone possibly pronounce miss hotstuff name's wrongly lah,met kid this morn in the bus and she went on bout the esp and went like "na-ma?" or something worse,hilarious
and oh!shoutouts to my kiddo-es (gough and nic!:D:D i bet gough wouldnt see this so NIC!aka AMELIA CHAN XUEWEI(HAHAHA HOW COULD I EVER FORGET YA LOVELY CHINESE NAME AYE) PLEASE PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YA SELF!DRINK DRINK DRINK WATER AND REST REST REST OKAY!-nagnagnagnag haha two sick children tsk)
and yay!the book ive borrowed from lib "ten mins tone ups for dummies" 's damn damn damn uber effective and informative!:D it has everything and i mean everything ya need to know bout how ta achieve a toned bod okay,they focus on everypart of ya bod,like tone ups for ya calfs,upper abs and lower abs,arms,blah blah blah
haha but of course,hazel only did those excerises shown in the abs section!:D:D:D:D:D and i feel it already!-dances in joy
and woowee!IM FINALLY TANNED!(well that's what people've been telling me!:D)-doubletriplegrin
okay i think i wna do more of the tone ups before i shower,and nope!i aint gna say i smell like man,cause i think i smell worse than a man now :/ HAHA okay maybe not

goodbye and have a happy mid week tmr!:D


hazel Y 3:55 PM |


Monday, September 12, 2005

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oh sheesh,this is the ideal body hazel wants :(
so i am currently reading "ten minutes tone ups for dummies" hohoho; i know i know im sucha sucker at this
change of template too,it's been ages since my blog had black background:D and yeah,i know the navigations at the bottom of the image's pretty unseen,but hoho im rather lazy ta do something bout it,prob soon tho :D
school's been relatively okay,hmm everybody looked rather the same;couldnt quite get adjusted to the school mode yet tho,was lethargic during lessons,haha but coffee during breaktime sure perked me up a little! and oh my school's being sucha dumbass,we'll be having daily grooming checks from now on for the rest of the term!-gasp!
afterschool was good,girlfriend,sarah and lydia went down ta cp for lunch? haha i had rhumba baby!:D and ohh we shared some pretty amazing -double gasp now shocking news/gossip,haha!
and then all headed downta my place ta study,well supposedly.(: rents took leave and my mum was being sucha nag!grrrrr she made so much noise when we laughed and all,dang
anyway,skipped my jog cause it was raining and took a nap instead after popping a flu tablet :/
yesterday was good!:D dragged bestie ta church with me and i finally made my much needed confession! i think the priest was probably too stunned with how terrible my sins are somehow,cause he paused and gave me only one our father for penace(wth! i felt i needed MUCH more than just one)
then bestie and i went downta parkway for lunch,well his lunch then we headed to study at the library!:D but bestfriend ended up spending most of the time teaching me math sums instead,cause he was stucked with his work and i couldnt help him : /
okokaye,mum's being a b!(since i made a confession just yesterday.i'll TRY to refrain from any vulgarities!hoho)
goodbye all (:


hazel Y 8:06 PM |


Sunday, September 11, 2005

attention everyone! my f-ing haloscan's being an ass so im switching back to t tag-board system!so leave ya comments and greetings at the "scream" section yeah!(:

am currently listening to Gwen Stefani's What You Waiting For;
did my jog after yet another self proclaimed jog-free day,hoho,actually i couldnt make myself get outta bed, i felt i died in my sleep or something,was terribly zonked out cause i stayed up till my personal latest-2 plus am sewing something,haha and woah!i realised sweing's sure addictive!i kinda couldnt stop,cause i wanted to see the finished product quite badly,haha!i might consider becoming a seamtress or something in the future!:D
so glad my saturday was so much way better than friday!:D:D spent my sat afternoon with miss shyan!i swear we were talking so much bout certain stuff and how irritated we both got somehow,o wells,i got a top from mango!:D and i had a terrible earworm-kept thinking of the Dawn and Drew's Uncle Mutton;a totally retarded track la
o and i became shyan's personal fashion advisor for the day!haha that girl's finally switching from a im-all-jeans-girl to a girly skirts girl!whooohooo!:D
and oh i kept going on bout the orchard park thingy,hahaha wth i wonder f any maids would dare to go hang out ard the park today,LOL wth
and hmm met up with bro and grandma in church and bro drove grandma home and then we both headed down to gardens!haha im so glad i came outta the car alive i tell you :P
anyway i reckon this whole just-you-and-me siblings shit's very good way ta bond!:D,oh i forgot ta mention that my rents are over at malaysia,that's why my bro could have the car all ta himself!:D and me and bro was crapping so much yesterday at gardens sushi tei(HAHA DINNER WAS ALL ON HIM PLEASE!-claps) and bro drove home too.but i felt like i was going out with an ugly bf somehow,haha wth im mean,oh and talking bout mean,i felt so so dman bad bout last night at cb,cause i didnt know this guy was mute and i was talking quite loudly ta my bro,i went like "huh why this guy cant open his mouth and call the names" ahh shit la,then when he served me drinks he went all sign language and all,OH MY HAZEL, i tell you i came home and i couldnt stop thinking of how mean i was damnit,must have hurt the shit outta that poor fella,haha i feel so mean that im even going church today(AGAIN) with bestie cause i wna go confess
oh!me and bestie's going out later!ta study i guess!:D
i so so need ta complete my homework and i!need!to!study!
urghhhhhhh
and oh friday was definately a day to remember okay,the whole day turned out total shit la!ive never felt so pissed before i tell you
and whatever la,we so didnt haveta see your black face huh
wtf but all that anger sure made me jog quite well!:D did my run relatively fast and i didnt feel tired!:D

okay i think i hafta go pack my stuff!
goodbye everyone!(:

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see what i meant by ugly boyfriend?
HAHA okay wth,but i definately wouldnt want anybody else ta be my brother(:
now everybody go "AWWWWW"


hazel Y 9:39 AM |


Friday, September 09, 2005

am currently listening to Gwen Stefani's Cool
i reckon the lyrics totally fit me and bestie (: it's a miracle that we could end up being such close friends even breaking up aye? like how many couples can do that man? and haha coincidence eh,today's the ninth.i love ya bestfriend,thank you for always being there for me!(:
i told him bout the strange feeling i felt last night(haha that sounded kinda wrong but yah) and that fella concluded that i wasnt missing anybody but just feeling screwed up,HAHA so yahh im sticking with that
it's friday!yay the week's coming to an end and hell yeah it'll be school again on mon!i cant believe im actually looking forward to it,i miss everybody!):
and morning jog was my personal best,today's timing was faster than usual (: yay!

hazel's plans for today
1.call and WAKE miss sarah chan shi min up HOHO im mean
2.hmm call auntj and fake ill and postphone tution to tmr morn opps
3.get my top from espirt
4.coffeedate!(:
5.cancellled everything that ive scribbled on my diary bout a certain someone,im so not gna care!oh whatever
6.i feel like giving bestfriend ms joanna ng yimei a surprise visit,hahaha that poor girl's been sick for the whole week!

haha okay i cant think of anything else,i was just reading the papers just now while eating bkfast(haha see i do eat okay) and you know all that news bout dengue's really scaring scaring SCARING me okay,and plus rayner(who stays UBER near me) just got discharged from hosp cause he caught the virus,OH MY GOD!:O
o sheesh
and oh rents are going off to malacca tmr for the weekends!hahaha!yay -dances
yesterday was rather okay,dragged pris out and i got my ambercrombie pullover!:D haha (no priss im not regretting already,I'LL LEARN TO LOVE IT(: )
then we went downta town and made a last min decision to catch a movie-The Perfect Catch
hmm its pretty okayeee,but i wont really recommend it,cause it gets a lil draggy somehow,well it feels like to me

okay i ran outta stuff ta talk bout
goodbye

you piss me up goodbye


hazel Y 9:17 AM |


Thursday, September 08, 2005

am currently listening to Ms Gwen Stefani's Crash;groovyy baby!
done with my morning jog,was generally good,hoho even after yesterday(my self proclaimed jog-free day)(: but drizzle got heavy and so i ended up practically running home from serangoon north,hoho
yesterday was good good good!:D tandate with my girlfriend!sun didnt shine much till like past noontime,phew!thank god it did came out,else the trip down to palawan would be a waste!!me and girlfriend are burnt!woohoo!(:(:(:(:
hmmm we were pretty high shit people,just that when i was high girlfriend was too lazy to laugh,so i ended up looking like some dumbass laughing at my own jokes and vice versa (i swear my jokes are funny lorhhh,ms kuik's jokes totally was CRAP larhh,didnt make any bit of sense there please hah!) and palawan was totally eye-candy-free please.-growls
then after showering at siloso we went outta harbourfront's spinelli and got ourselves drinks!haha gf was so mighty dehydrated that she kept taking cups of water plus her berry drink
sheesh then ive set my eyes on this ambercombie pullover!AND HOHO!IM GETTING THEM TODAY!(: -dances
sleep was bad bad bad
i could barely sleep well la,cause i kept tossing and turning crazy cause i was pretty much burnt at the thigh and legs area :/ and plus gf text me she couldnt go out today with me,dang but i managed to drag pris out in the end!haha!:D:D:D:D:D:D
urgh amd coughing so much!i reckon i might very well have caught the tb virus or something larh,cough's been like for like 2 weeks already!am so tired of coughing and urghhhh my head and sides hurt cause ive been coughing too much!shucks
okay i think i hafta bathe!yes yes hazel's smelling like a man already
goodbye all happy thursday


REPLY
i see 2 tags but i can only read one
ADELINE!I OSO KNOW PLEASE
NAIMAAAAAA!


hazel Y 9:45 AM |


Tuesday, September 06, 2005

hoho!have the sudden urge to blog again!so wa-la hereeee i am again!:D
tuesday was relatively mm okaye,am perspiring crazy right now cause i just got home from evening jog!fat ladaye(me!:D) has did it once again!woohoo!just keep up this two jogs per day and i'll be heading towards being able to achieve a hot bod America's Next Top model's Kathleen(spell?)'s!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
fat hope aye?
haha okay,tutioned the whole afternoon and yes!im totally anticipating for tmr!-dances
BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE
I'LL BE FINALLY GOING DOWN TO PALAWANN!WOOHOO!-dances
like after so long im finally going downta tan!heee,let's just hope i wont get too burnt or whatsoever
and urgh im contemplating if i should make wednesday a rest day(means jog-free day): /
how how!:( i cant decide
o wells

okay i seriously need a bath,smell like a man(haha yes that's the only exp of stinko i can think of)

priss darling!wahhaha yes yes imodels
-rolls eyes
YAHH I WANT A MINI MOVIE MARATHON AGAIN!YETTA WATCH FD2 FINISH!HMPH!
ANYWAY I WANT A SLUMBER!BUT IT'LL ALL DEPEND ON MY RENTS!DANG
O WELLS I LOVE YOU GIRL


hazel Y 6:30 PM |



hohoho guess what's my winamp playing right now!-The After's Love Will Make You Beautiful
hahaha i seemta always be lsitening to the same songs but owells i guess i'll nvr grow tired of them!:D
anyway good morning everyone!it's the second day of holidays!-shakeass
i kinda miss school ya know,urgh what a sick feeling,not missing so much of the lessons but being ta hang out ard my favourite people for the whole day!:( o wells!
woke up 2 and half hours later than what im supposed to,0830 danggg
but i managed to go do my jog nonetheless!HEEEEEE
i was wearing this singlet to run and ya know while i was running around gardens my underarms felt so uncomfortable please,ya know all the yikey perspiration and i had this strong urge to "flap my wings/arms" like those farm chickens trying to fly?LOL haha but of course i didnt try this totally unglam attempt of airing my underarms please
yesterday's esp of america's next top model totally rock socks la!the models' bods were sucha empowering source of motivation for the fat ladaye(me!:D) hoho!just wonder how much longer much i jog to achieve even just 1 quarter of their bod larh!: /
anyway they looked totally hot hot woah!hot! in their lingerie shots please,and urgh!was so upset when they asked rebecca ta leave!she's so pretty!:/ but the double t catfight was uber entertaining man!tyra looked so cool when she scolded tiff,haha that bitch needed a scolding anyway!:D
and oh!i was so angry last night please!cause i wanted to drink my HL Chocolate Flavoured Milk but when i poured some into my cup and tasted it,it was DILUTED!URGH!my idiot brother prob drank loadsa them without telling me and poured water in to make the carton seem heavy,DANG!I JUST BOUGHT THE CARTON YAKNOW!:/ am so pissed!the army boy's totally gna get it when he comes home from camp
and i guess today's gna be a boring boring boring long stupid day cause i have tution at 1pm!: / bummer
and oh!i have yet to buy those self dye hair bottle!i wna dye it red!haha but my hair doesnt always work with the dyes!my hair just dont absorb the colour please! :(
and oh bestfriend said i should cut my hair,should i?
and oh he was repeating the whole of yesterday morning that ive grown hair-ier wtf larh chris
the only reason why i grew hairier was cause i was on a mad diet,that explained why i got more bod hair and losing scalp hair.-gasp!but all's better now (:
haha wait till i go full bod waxing huh! (owwww if i dare)
okay im smelling like a man
goodbye all!

TO ALL REPLIES!
JAS AND ANONS
HOHO YEAH I FIGURED OUT THAT IMODELS WOULD TURN OUT LIKE THIS SOMEHOW,CAUSE YEAH THEY WERE JUST RANDOMLY APPROACHING ANYONE AND EVERYONE ON THE STREETS AYE? AND YEAH I THOUGHT OF THE PORTFOLIO COST TOO,HEH,AM JUST GOING DOWN FOR THE FUN OF IT(: THANK YOU ALL FOR YA CONCERN AND COMMENTS,I TOTALLY APPRECIATED THEM ALL (:


hazel Y 9:45 AM |


Monday, September 05, 2005

woah!today's one of my bestest mondays!(:
okay here's the day's happenings
1.be proud of the fat ladaye(me!:D)cause she managed to make herself run two 30 mins sessions!heeeeheee one in the morning and the other evening heeee!just hope this much needed willpower and determination doesnt run dry(haha i know ive been saying this line for many times but yeah)
2.met up with bestie!:D heee that fella didnt have anything at home ta eat for breakfast!haha so i made him go gardens eat :D got my cinnamon blended from cb and he ate at macs!haha his acfc jersey totally rocked socks larh,the logo was uber cheesy larh but woah check out the adiddas sign beside it,class huh!
3.took bus down to priss area!-east coast!heee and we found our way to siglap!:D
haha today's my first time being there!haha wth anyway we borrowed vids from videoezy!
heee 1.final destination2,2,bend it like beckham and lastly confessions of a teenage drama queen
haha i know all terribly old films but yeah
4.tried those tiny salted pretzels and woah!i think it'll be my lastest addiktion heh
5.imodels called haha interview on thursday baby!
6.got an anon text saying that fella liked me for a year alreay blah blah,hahaha woohoo!have yetta find out who tho,but nice prank!:D
7.hmmm rents have no idea that i havent had dinner and im not intending to!hwahahahaha
yupp,that's kinda all
am waiting for time ta pass,can hardly anticipate for tonight's esp of next top model!tyra hot ladaye gets mad!-growls
hahah okay im starting to feel high!goodbye all

reply
PRISS!HEH
I ENJOYED MYSELF AT YA PLACE!
THANKS GIRL!
LOVE YA


hazel Y 8:45 PM |



Better things are gonna come our way
You know we're gonna make it through this change
We're sitting tight as a tourniquet
Beliving we could
Have it all someday
-Sugababes' We could Have It All

i suddenly recalled how cheesy was pris yesterday with her morning greeting,it went like "good morning sunshine,the earth says hello to you."
lol man that was super dumb please,urghh im having this strong urge to drop by her big big huge house and have a movie marathon!mmmmmmmmmmmm
we were supposed to have a slumber,but mum made noise bout it,as usual.
anyway,think all the milk's making my tummy feel strange!: / feel weird now,dang and ive been coughing and sneezing since i came home from jog!damnit what's wrong
jog was not too bad!heh no bloodied socks!:D
okay ive nothing much to blog bout cause it's only like 850 am? haha happy hoildays everyone!:D

REPLY
BESTFRIEND!
HMPH!YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO RETURN MY CALL!YOU DIDNT!YOU DIDNT!HMPH
o wells,but since you got high fever,i'll forgive you larh
hahaha TAKE CARE OKAY!DRINK LOADSA WATER AND SLEEP!
love you


hazel Y 8:43 AM |


Sunday, September 04, 2005

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presenting to you,THE AFTERS!:D:D:D:D
i kinda always knew they wouldnt look good
HAHA o wells,great band tho!
am currently listening to their Beautiful Love;yet another track Niq introduced!
i love the starting of the song (:
it's my favourite part of the week!-sunday morning!
am quite sure aint gna go out today:/ dang but oh wells!lazy sunday it shall be
am contemplating if i should go make myself run this evening,HAHA,i know i know,it's only like bout 1043 right now and im already thinking of the evening
but o wells,cause i have three frikkin blisters on my last three toes and it bled yesterday after my jog,haha should have looked at how bloodied my socks were okay
haha yikes i know,and i did my version of Terry Fox Run please,i limped/jogged home.hahaha how cool is that huh
went church this morning and i didnt manage to go for confession(OH NO!?!) o wells i will make make sure i go this comign weekend!i gotta come clean!hahaha and i bought my HL chocolate milk!yummy,it's my latest addiction!:D
am having this huge urge to go down to palawan ta tan!but i dont think girlfriend can make it danggg: /
o wells o wells i shall end
happy holidays everyone!(:

REPLIES!
KIDDO!I FINALLY GETTA SEE YA TAG!
-dances
ANW WHERE HAVE YA BEEN!

GIRLFRIEND!
YEAH I SURE DOES:/


hazel Y 10:41 AM |


Friday, September 02, 2005

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yikes just look at my disgusting hair please,o wells,but there's not the point,wna ya guys to check out how retarded oats looked(the tiny head in the middle) totally coughs-extra-coughs :D o wells,took that during teachers day's celebration mass HAHA

am currently listening to Good Charlotte's album,haha sure did bring back all the memories :D
things hazel did today;the last day of the term -claps
1.retyed my hair prob a thousand times,cause my ponytailw as curling towards my right,urgh annoying
2.missed the 715am movie HAHA
3.bought and finished a tube of halls but it didnt quite make me any bit more awake
4.gave my full hundred perfect attention during chinese class please
5.stoned through the one hour math class,thus ended up copying girlfriend's work HAHA
6.did a real crappy chem oral presentation
7.stared at my terrible term results slip,3 reds i think? urghhh
8.totally felt for the Megele's victims when Ms Lim told us bout the disgusting and cruel eperiments Josh? megele did during the holocaust period : /
9.english went like a breeze!: D
10.called auntj and lied i had fencing meeting and yay!skipped tution
hahahaha o wells,ending the last day of term with emath tution would be totally dumbass larh :/ o wells,to me at least
11.sastified my craving-coffeebean's caesar salad with smoked salmon topping HEEEEE: D
12.witnessed this commotion in jb basement,some aussie kiddos went crazy and fought among themselves,o wells,siblings rivalry larh,then i said something that went like ive decided not to give birth next time,then some auntie beside me haha began telling me bout her own exp with her 4 kids,hahaha,said that yeah yeah kids could be very naughty but cute larh yadadyada haha man the auntie damn friendly and cute (:
13.laughed my ass off in the bus at girlfriend's stupid actions
14.got home and changed for jog!which totally sucked cause drizzle got heavy halfway and i broke into the real bad stitches that i hadta stop for awhile,dang
15.smelling like a man

things i'll do during the comign week
1.GET THAT THING!
2.paint my nails red red red!
3.dye hair?
4.study,i!need!to!seriously!start!studying!
5.stayover at richgirl's
6.get my free chem tution from kiddo!: D
7.emath marathon at auntj :/
8.TANNING!
9.JOGGGGGGGG twice a day,well try
10.shop?
ohh no i need ta go for confession first
HAHA

haha yesterday was good,did my brows!not it's all neat (: yay!
alright i hafta go bathe,have a blessed holiday everyone!

REPLY
priss hey girl!i love ya invite!damn cute!will tell ya asap yeah!
sure hope my mum doesnt be a b and urghhh let me go?
hahah but you better keep max and jag!hahaha:D
okay i love you much

girlfriend!ya said u tagged!how come i see only 1 tag!
:/ haloscan's being sucha ass


hazel Y 6:24 PM |


Thursday, September 01, 2005

it's the teachers' days holiday and its a thursday yay which means it's just one more weekday more ta go before the weekends!and then yes!september holidays baby!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

am currently listening to AquaL's Brighter Than Sunshine;haha a very good morning song
woke up at around 645 this morn and yes!i went jogging!HEEEEEHEEEEEE after two slack days of chococookies binge-ing please.think my stamina has deproved somehow,but o wells!:D will tryta make it back home early this evening ta jog!heeee
oh and i told mum that i wna go for the terry Fox Run
hahahaha!:D o wells o wells,teachers' day's celebration was pretty entertaining,the theme of the event was like 70s 80s? so hmm all the dancers' costumes were funkay!(: and then came the unexpected best part,the tchers put up a very much belated youth day presentation
hahaha aww sweet!it was super well done la,man i prob burned bout like 30 cals at most from laughing? and plus i laughed till i teared larh,they made some vid thingy and live performances for our very own sjc idol thingy,hahaha man,if only the teachers were that cute and funky during the normal times
school ended bout nearly an hr late cause of the performance,but it was enjoyable nonetheless:D
then met up with kiddo and hmm her friend jp with my gf and sarah at bishan for supposedly lunch and sham came later!hahaha was uber boring larh,felt so bad for wasting their time please,well kinda
went emath tution after that and haha aunt j went all smiles when she saw the cookie i gave her!HEEE but tution was way boring please,i was dozing off!dang
then after that walked to kovan for mavis chem
hahah,day revolved pretty much around the books larh basically
made a threading appointment at 2 today!helloooooo neat brows(:
and it's the opening of the perfect catch and hmm what's the other?OH!HERBIE FULLY RELOADED,is it? and im having this strange craving for HL's chocolate milk nowwwww,dang and oh i didnt mention that my mum's being a total b these few days!yes yes,doctor even said she's into the menaposal stage shit already,OH WELLS,which explains her real f-ed up behaviour at home larh b, hate it larh,i've tried to talk nicely ta her but she always screams and nags,and she thinks i dont study,(AND SHE SAID THAT WHEN I WAS LIKE REALLY STUDYING MY HISTORY IN FRONT OF HER WITH MY TABLE FULLA NOTES AND THE BOOKS? HELLO?)dang what she wants!urgh!she's totally driving me up the wall larh she's sucha bbbbbbbbbbbb!ashjdlkjaslkdjlaskjdlksjalkdjalskdjlksajdkls
and oh my dad? we havent been talking for like days already,bout 3 or 4 days in counting already
great
i even tried to make peace last night when i gave him one of the specially made cookies okay,but he just took it without any word of thanks okay,pfft i aint gonna try anymore
think i'll better go for confession this weekend please
for calling my rents some pretty unmentionable names
and mm for having some erm lesbian tendencies!HOHOHOHO oh sheesh i cant believe it

and after that hazel will be all SIN-FREE!wouldnt that be nice?(:

think i hafta go bathe,i smell like a man, happy holiday everyone (:

REPLIES!
GF!
YES HOMERUN MY DEAR GIRL!HAHAHA SILLY COW,YOU WERE PROB PARANOID LARH
WHERE GOT UNCLE WILL TAKE NOTICE OF YA SHOES ONE!
HAHAHA O WELLS!
I'LL BE SEEING YOU IN LIKE 3 HOURS!HEHEEEEEE!

LANCE!
OATS!WHAT RUBBISH,IT'S NICE BOTH LIVE AND IN PICTURES OKAY
CYA TMR IN SCHOOL!:D

and erm i think there's supposed to be ard 2 more tags to reply i think?
but i cant see it!so yeah no replies to it,my apologies!


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